what do you do when you have decisions to make? have you ever been on a situation where you have to make a decision but you do not know which one to take? it is like each decision has its own up and down side. being afraid to make the wrong one. afraid that you will regret that decision you will make. if you are on that shoes..what will you do?
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Time according to the dictionary is the succesion of events. The definition is arbitrary but what can you expect...i would just like to share my experiences regarding time in med school. 2 hours is just like 10 mins in med school if your are studying for an exam....a page of a hand-out can eat half an hour of your time. Or if you are taking a shifting exam...time will pass you by...usually a shifting exam has an allotted time of 2hrs for you to answer a 100-120 questions (true or false/multiple choice/morse type) i usually finish in about an hour or so but by the time i finish an hour doesnt feel like an hour...an hour can feel like 20 mins if your taking the exam. now let us go to the other side of the story on how time freezes. If your are in a middle of a 3-4hr lecture especially a biochem lecture..this is the time when you would feel the world freezes as the time pass you by so slowly that you will be lost in space but in this case you will be lost in time. During this period you have done all the things you need to do but the hands of the clock just wont budge a little bit faster. You can sleep in class for about 30 mins but it will feel like an hour. You can talk your heart/mind out to your seatmate and it will only kill about 15mins. You can draw or just scribble things in your paper but still that wouldnt help to speed the clock.
Finally, you will come to realize that time really pass you by if you are in med school. A school year doesnt feel like a school year for the tons of things you will need to read or do. And the world around you...the world outside keeps on revolving...with you feeling left out.
lynard left at
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the summer heat makes me all sweaty and sticky.hehe kahit ata 3x k maligo e pagpapawisan k.hay!
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boredom+ summer= pondering
alam mo yung feeling n wla kang magawa tpos nakatingin ka lang sa kawalan...tpos bigla k n lng mapapaisip all of a sudden...yung mga bagay n hindi mo iniintindi dati, yung mga bagy n ndi mo gano napapansin nung busy k, at lalo n yung mga bagay n prinoproblema mo maski busy k. suddenly all of these things sink in to you...wla kang magawa kung ndi madepress or lalong mapaisip...i will coin a new term (or baka luma n to correct me n lng) Summer blues.haha isa siguro to sa mga epekto pg ala kng magawa sa bahay at gusto mong lumabas at magliwaliw.
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i've been watching season 2 of House M.D., wla lng ang sarap lng panoorin...on how an eccentric doctor thinks and how he diagnose sick people with rare diseases. i recommend this series...try nyo lng panoorin maski ndi kayo med student...meron mga terms na mahirap tlga intindihin pero magegets nyo p rin yung story...it is like CSI but with a medical twist. Jelo may season 3 k n b? peram nmn!hehe
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after 2 days at tagaytay...narealize ko n mainit tlga sa manila.hehe parang mgpapasko yung lamig s tagaytay nung sat at kahapon medyo mainit n pero mas malamig p rin kesa sa manila. and over the weekend i gained 4lbs.hehe ang gawin mo ba naman dun kumain, umupo, kumain, makipagkwentuhan, kumain tumingin sa taal at nasabi ko n ba...kumain.hehe kahit wla gano magawa sa tagaytay naenjoy ko p rin kht papano and i also had a time fr reflections and realizations although meron p ring mga issues n ndi ko maintindihan.
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10:54 AM
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after a few weeks of vacation boredom is starting to kick in...there are a few things that keep me busy but somehow it still makes me want to do something else..something new. maybe to go out of town or something. to go out of town and do something or maybe some sightseeing. tomorrow we will go to tagaytay and we will stay there until sunday but come to think of it there still nothing to do there...we will go there to have some rest and to clean/fix the house...come to think of it..wla dn ako mgagawa doon...sna magenjoy ako kht papano.hay!
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leah ano n ngyari s plan mong EK? Saturday n lng kc pg sunday bka mdmi ndi sumama dhl family day or dahil may pasok. Pwede din weekdays.hehe
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Happy birthday nga pla sa mga mgbibirthday ng April!
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Happy Easter!!!
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Finally i was able to log in at blogger...it took me around 20 mins, maybe the site had a glitch or something. anyway, the last time i was here (i think last thurs) we had a power interuption while i was typing my thought for that day (grrrrrr!!!).
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vacation had started to sink in....ngeenjoy p rin ako s paggising ng late at pagpahinga sa mga binabasa at inaaral pro ngsisimula na akong tamarin wla akong magawa at wla rin pera kya ndi ako makaalis ng bahay. hay....may plan b kyo ngyong summer? Ano n ba balita sa mga tao? Busy b ang karamihan sa work? Sa mga ngwowork namimiss nyo b ang summer vacation? ano na ngyari dun s class video na ginagawa ni arianne? bakit yung mga magbibirthday ng april wlang nagpaparamdam?hehe:p e yung sa may?haha bakit ndi tayo magset ng reunion ng 4C? bakit ndi pa rin tapos yung yearbuk ng ust at yung yearbuk ng science? ano ginagawa ng mga in-charge dun s dalawang yung? bakit ba ang dami kong tanong? may sasagot kya ng mga tanong ko dito?haha
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hay...almost a week n yung vacation pro prang ndi ko p rin nararamdaman n bakasyon n...dunno, ang wierd lng kc wla n ko gngwa...tulog-kain-tv/dvd lng pro prang ndi ko p rin naeenjoy or ndi p lng ngsisink in na bakasyon n. wla b kayong planong lumabas or yung mga mgbibirthday jan nh april wla b kyong blowout?hehe joke.
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